What happend? together for ever then the worst accident of my life

NATALIE AND LEWI

the hardest times of my life.
this horse means the world to me and to see how agressive he can be hurts, i cant understand why he has this horrid side.

After my acciddent i started to believe it, when people said he’s crazy, needs putting down.
I wanted to sell him but deep down i was giving up on the one thing that keeps me going. LEWI.

Why the reares?
why the bucks?
why the bolting?
why do you hate people?
why cant we go back to the way it was?
i love you lewi i know your young and will come out.
people telling me i cant help him, he needs to go.

i have now turned him away for 5 months, i am going to the States for 2 months may0july and was going to do it anyway, but after my accident where he nearly broke my neck and nearly killed him self mum put him for sale. I had to fight to keep him for the 5 time in 10 months. The agreed to letting me turn him away untill after my trip and bring him back a month before my shows start.

i dont own the song
i dont want any stupid comments on him, millie or my riding.

any other comments are more than welcome

THE ACCIDENT
i went for a ride up the mountain on my own with lewi like always and he was such a good boy. On the way home after about an hour and a half he started playing up so i took him for a canter up a nice path but he bolted down, in flat out gallop i lost both my stirups and couldnt hold on. I never felt as if i was falling but i new i had to let go because there was a cliff. Don’t get me wrong i LOVE him loads but i am 19 and didn’t want to die. When i let go i face planted into the ground and landed on my head twisting my neck around, i heard a pop and thought my neck had broken but then i looked up to see lewi go off the side. I forgot about the pain and worried about Lewi, i called the farmer to bring a gun to shoot him incase he had broken his legs or neck. I got up to go find him thinking i was going to find him hurt but he was at the bottom on his feet and looking up to me, so i made my way down and waited for my mum and friends to come help me. Once the pain had gone kind of, i got on and rode him home with my mum in the car behind and my friend walking with us.

Cant forgive my self for letting him go but it could of killed both of us if i hadnt.

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25 Responses to “What happend? together for ever then the worst accident of my life”

  1. horserider23141 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    @milliesos my bad.. …
    @milliesos my bad… i just posted that i wanted to know about your accident and then i read the description! haha sorry

  2. horserider23141 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    what was your …
    what was your accident if you dont mind talking about it…

  3. Jumpinggirlxoxo on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    keeep her or him (i …
    keeep her or him (i dont no if it a boy or girl) its so much better to keep a horse that is tougher for you to handle. it will make u a better rider….ur alredy good bc ur handling him or her so well. think of whta i said.

  4. MegaPixiee on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    My horse is only …
    My horse is only 14.2hh and god she is my babyy. i love her to bit’s. heart of a lion to. she has never bucked me of though :D

  5. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    yep i still have …
    yep i still have him and always will xxx

  6. livetoridehorses1234 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    wow. u must love …
    wow. u must love that horse. i am soory about the accident but im confused. do u stil have him?

  7. palas963 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    aww
    aww

  8. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    Yep. He is one in a …
    Yep. He is one in a million and i love him so much, since this day we have gotten ever closer and you could say JOINED AT THE HIP. Where ever i go he is not far behind, he is like my shadow. He is a 14.2hh 4 year old Section D welsh cob

  9. edward10love on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    wow the accendent …
    wow the accendent sounded really bad glad ur okay now what breed is he he looks like a morgan and helooks like one of my horses dancer

  10. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    i have never taken …
    i have never taken my horses to a dressage test or showjumping, they are only 3..4 now. Setting a horse free is not right, i live in the UK i would get locked up. Do you think a home bred horse would no what to do when he is free? Your pathetic little child, go play with your dollies and watch the saddle club.

  11. TheHorseRider01 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    You think that I …
    You think that I know nothing of horses? Then you are clearly one of those people who torchor them and disrespect them, you are one of those people who enter them in spine-breaking dressage shows, and exhausting jumping shows, I may not be a horse whisperer, but atleast I can look into their hearts and see what kind of being they are, he wants to be free, he dosen’t want to be ridden, and if you keep him imprisoned, you’re the one who’s being cruel my friend, look over what happened , Youll see

  12. toontown1111 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    hey dont sell him …
    hey dont sell him shes gorgeous with u and guess what i had a worst acciented i was runing to a jump to jump it and i fell face first then the horse trampalled over me then got spooked and ran on my arm i broke a rib crused my arm and cracked my hip but guess what! i haver to do to the hospital over like 7 to 11 months then i i got healed enoughto ride and see my horse so i did i rode him and she was happy to see me! i rode and he didnt buck dont sell him u love him more than u think ride him !

  13. toontown1111 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    dont sell him ok! …
    dont sell him ok! pllz dont your beautiful on him every one has ups and downs and guess what i had the same accient accepted it was aa taller horse and there were bumps i fell and broke my arm leg and crack my rib but gueess what i didnt stop i loved him too!!!!!!!!!! much so after i was healed enought to get on i didnt and we rode every day and now hes awesome he doesnt buck leap bolt or any thing again why give up? i bet u love him more than u think! dont sell him!

  14. s080026 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    aww thats so sad. …
    aww thats so sad. my lil pony is a spaz that kicks bucks a bites but i luv her so much that i am never gunna get rid of her.

  15. toontown1111 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    no! never sell him …
    no! never sell him why give up something u love! u can retrain him again any thign is possible onlyif u could see the real real truth i bet u love him more than u think so just keep him yourll work it out trust me!

  16. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    He is a boy lol. …
    He is a boy lol. Dont let a video fool you, this horse is hard work. agressive and strong. Might only be 14.2hh but this breed are built like a tank lol. Yes i will keep him as long as i can, i may one day sell him and get a bigger horse.

  17. vermontmom on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    keep her, she looks …
    keep her, she looks as sweet as can be.

  18. randomgirl179 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    @milliesos the …
    @milliesos the person you’re at is an idiot. hahaha. I bet you ANYTHING they have watched Saddle Club and seen where Lisa lets Diablo free. XD your horse is gorgeous.

  19. mywelshpony on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    what was the …
    what was the accident?

  20. myponiebiscuit on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    Listen, That horse …
    Listen, That horse is one in a life time. So wat if people say he’s dangorus, Life is danguros, In life youve gotta take chances other wise wat it life for realy? He looks so darn Good for you Dont sell him! I have a horse like that, He get on my nervs, I get on try and i dont care wat people say i just do wat i think is right, Thats wat you should do mate. Take no darn notice of those people saying sell him because you WILL forever regret it for life. even if you do get a new horse. Dont sell.

  21. sxcpug on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    Babe, every rider …
    Babe, every rider has ups and downs
    my horse bolts too, head butts me when i pull him back from bolting!

    But u have to look into ur heart!
    u can find traiing aids to stop the bolting and the bucking trust me!
    If you love him, and want the best u’d look into his eyes and know xx

  22. watupcg on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    Have you ever …
    Have you ever watched monty roberts? I bet with his training you and your horse would be back to where you were. Any horse can be helped you just have to be willing!

  23. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    @TrotSlow, i had …
    @TrotSlow, i had been riding him for a number of months, hacking, beach rides, jumping and up the mountain, he was fine to be ridden and his balance was fine, this was just one of them things and yes we are both very lucky to be alive. xx

  24. milliesos on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    you clearly no …
    you clearly no nothing about horses. For starters its illegal to ’set a horse free’. 2nd its down right cruel, he has never been a wild horse, would not have a clue as to why i have done that to him. 3rd. he is 3 years old, horses can live for 45 years, i have years left to work with him. Yes you can mend his wounds, he loves me and i love him. He attacks every one BUT ME. Go look at his newer vids sweet heart.

  25. TheHorseRider01 on March 9th, 2010 2:27 am

    Now this is only my …
    Now this is only my opinion, but maybe you should…just like….let him go,let him be free, just let him be wild, you can’t turn around a horse that has emocional scars, he has wounds that cannot be healed, but if you let him go, he could start over, ok, he would probably forget you, but if you really love him and want him to be happy, then just let him go, just take him over to a wild countryside, and let him go free, if what you say is trueI’m sure he’d rather spend his days

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